Did I work this hard to dread a shift already? NOPE
So I thought long and hard, and over and over, and realized, that this acute care position is just not where I want to be. I just do not want to work with acutely sick kids. Never have. I am also not a fan of screaming babies, so yeah. I had the chance to experience quite a lot of areas of nursing during clinical and as an LPN, and I know what I like and don't like, I don't want to waste anyone's time, especially don't want to be sitting here eating cookie dough all stressed out over not liking a position.
So I have some phone calls to make tomorrow and a few things to work out. I may be hearing from the Neuro/Rehab position, but that is not my plan, it's just a back-up just incase they do in fact call, but I am actually going to submit an application for my old job, while I work toward my BSN and do the OR program. This way I can stay as primary nurse for my current position as well.
Much more to think about and update, but until I know for sure...